my blog is dead!
hahas.. should not use that word at this moment.. hmmm...
yesterday was horrible , today was enjoyable , tmr will be better!
hehe.. sounds nice...
went home half-way during m&d practice.. was burning up even when i was in the cab... felt totally terrible.. luckily the fever manage to subside by morning if not all my hardwork for this dance will go into the drain! hehe.. yeah! its finally chinese new year! just love it! enjoy!

went to have a look on my last year's post on 1st day of 2009.. sec 3s life is so busy till i didnt realise that it passes so fast... last yr (2008) 's memory still seems so fresh to me.. i just cant forget sommethings.. anyway, 2009 is really alot better ompared to 2008..(due to some personal reasons) but of cos there were still be conflicts ard.. sorry to those ppl whom maybe i had make you unhappy when i did not even realise that.. and of cos, this year, i really got to thanks alot of frens who had been encouraging me to study becos i really faced aot of problems in studying this year.. this year, i experienced the happiness of a new member in my family but i also experienced the lost of someone.. i really dun like it.. sometimes i just cant figure out somethings.. but regardless of what, we still have to treasure everything we have, every moments that are given to us and yourself very own self.. :) trying to work harddd for next year.. wosh.. it wouldnt be a easy year... i just dun like the STRESS! :( but i like the satisfaction.. hehe! lets all work hard together and stay happy treasuring every second every moment with your friends,relatives and especially your family members! SMILE! :D

it has been a long time since i last updated.. i have experienced quite a few things just last week..
Firstly, as i had told peijun and christina i will write sth in my blog real big! which is-
my amaths paper got 14 marks gone due to careless!
i feel so regretful.. if not i would at least pass my amath! haix..

Next, i always like to think ahead of time wondering what will happen,this and that.. but i had never thought of sth.. it really surprises me when i know it on last WED (04/11/2009) morning.. on that particular day, i didnt have any mood.. things happen so suddenely and no one ever thought of it.. therefore, i missed the 'O'level Chemistry SPA on thur (05/11/2009) and went to M'sia... i were thinking more and felt so insecure for the next few days.. i dun like the feeling of it.. i always wonder what will happen when people D__ .... i hate the feeling when you know you will never speak or see this person ever again.. i really learn to really really really treasure
people ard me and be sure that you wont regret in the future.. :)

i am starting to get myself back this few days.. no point being sad when days will still pass day by day.. but i feel so useless! i have not been studying! omg!! this can't go on for me! :{

something is bothering me at the moment.. oh gosh.. what shall i do? this past mth have been quite boring for me.. got to rush home everyday.. :( i got to start studying for this mth! oh yar.. before i forget, i really got to thanks someone! - teaching me things that i duno, having the patience to explain to me & i really got to say its really not easy to make me understand sth that i duno.. hehe! :P Thanks alot! i just hate studying.. but we have no choice! :[

i duno why do you insist that i go but whatever it is, its not easy to change my mind on sth that i have decided.. so yar.. even though you say that you dun care whether i am going or not, i noe that you care.. but thn i really dun like to be forced to do or go sth/somewhere i doesnt feel like..if you were me, you wouldn go... i really do not wish to be reminded of things that had alrdy happen 2yrs ago.. and i dun wana care bout it.. i seriously think that i would be happier this way.. no point making myself unhappy... thus, lets put an end to this and never ask me that Q again unless i have suddenely change my decision..

i felt so discouraging this morning! imagine that a person whom you never talk to for just less thn 10 mths sitting beside you on the bus but throughtout the whole journey, none of you talk.. sigh.. thats how stupid it is.. i really do not noe why.. why is it so hard for ppl to communicate with one another when they stopped toking? maybe its onl hard for me..

lots of thoughts and things have been running through my mind.. for some reasons, i have been thinking alot.. a few days ago, i even didnt talk much at home for the whole 2days.. thats totally rare of me not talking much at home.. even though, i have not really solve the problem, but i felt that no matter how you live everyday, time will still pass and before you realise it, you have alrdy wasted lots of your time! TREASURE YOUR TIME&USE IT WISELY! you wont have another chance..

day just passes day by day without us really noticing it.. i just feel sucky becos it seems like we are just wasting our time here idle ard without doing anyting.. ohh.. in sch was worst thn at home.. we went to sch just for the sake of going and waiting for the bell to ring to go home.. thats totally veri lame!

sometimes i just dun like ppl saying something that she alrdy know tt i doesnt like ppl to tok bout it.. i also duno why.. but i get very pissed off when i heard that.. haix.. if tis continues it will just strain our freiendship.. :( what i can say i alrdy say if i get fed up thn i also duno what more can i say..

i must study and cut down on my intake! hehe! :D

& i cannot imagine my turn taking 'o'level papers next year.. omg! sian.. All the best to my seniors! hope they do well for the papers that would determine their future! :)

i have not used the com for one whole mth! oh gosh! finally exams are over!! phew! i gotta enjoy myself and get ready for next year.. haix.. tinking of it make me scare.. have been trying to work veri hard for tis e-o-y so really hope tt i will pass all sub! tuesday will be the day..
Have fun! and Jiayous for people taking their Os.. it will be our turn next.. haix.. Enjoy time!
i wana go a far faR away place! i wana go beach! i wana go out! time really flies.. 1 whole year have just pass.. my tian! sadded!... happy holidays! I MISS PRIMARY SCH LIVES..

2nd day of dance - Pursuit was really EXCELLENT! we really gave everything we have including our voices! hahas! :D we were really damn loud lor! really had lots of fun! and i realise tt those NUS ppl are not really a snob actually they are quite nice.. but too bad, we wouldnt have any chance to be on e same performance again.. in btw e dance, we get to noe alot of things and of cos, i always learnt things from this kind of experience.. alot of things happen and ppl were all toking bout it.. it just makes me wonder how some ppl thinks.. whatever it is.. i cant be bothered becos i just realise tt i still sucks in A-MATH! its just e begaining of my busy last 2 weeks! i must really make full use of it! ALL THE BEST! :D