i am totally noty feeling well today.. :(
i shall talk bout what happened for July..
once again i lost control of myself.. i just seriously hope that i doesnt lose control of myself again..

anyway.. mnd had resume.. (which i didnt wan) tis monday we had mnd , thn mr dan suddenely went off telling jasmine they all that his somebody went into hospital so he gotta leave.. after he left , it allows me to realise some tings.. anyway.. whatever it is , its none of my business..

i had been trying really really hard to study and get things into my head.. but things just doesnt work they way i want... what more can i do? sth i just feel like giving up everyting.. but at least now i do not have to face any other problems other thn studies..


elearning was a mess for me yesterday! mytian! yesterday i look at the pictures i took in the past.. eg.. i was looking at e pictures taken during cheena trip and i saw e video tt we(me,eline,chao ngin) took in their(xueli&chaongin) room when xueli was not ard! hahas! its really damn funny! i really miss it! i even look at videos of the dance to Genting.. it really gives me lots of memory.. even though e trip to genting brought me night mares after we came back and till e following years.. but watver it is , it still gives me mei hao de hui yi.. :) will there be any chance i can go overseas? i hope so! i hope to go overseas with XUE LI (e siao gu) again!