haix... haix.. haix.. i had been thinkinh bout the problem since early in the morning..
its really hard for me to decide.. i really hate it man! wat in the hell is he tinking?
so contridicting! i really duno what to do.. how nice would it be if someone could guide me on what i should do... i am really frustrated.. but whatever it is, i had alrdy decide so hope tt i wouldnt regret.. reasons why i doesnt wana join in even though honestly speaking, i would like to join them..
~i want to avoid tt person
~we definitely will be e grp tt is left out
~i am in doubt tt we will enjoy the whole dance process
~e way mr ali reacts (tis is definitly e pro tt really stops us)
i really cant affors to regret and hope tt i wouldnt regret.. i wish e both of them who joined them good.. there is really nth more i could do.. mnd makes me realise alto of tings regarding to humans.. do i really like dance or not? so i really like mnd or not? i really cannot differentiate.. wats e point of being committed when there there is no any kind of reward?
humans are so realistic..but tis is life..everyone have their each and own problem but i feel tt as frens we should we really care for each other.. i really dun like ppl making harsh remark... && pls tink of other ppl feeling before making those comment.. maybe those comment uue made would hurt someone.. i really doesnt wana tink too much.. its really no point.. whatever it is, study is now e priority.. but i still wouldnt wana study thn i would be damn angry with my self when i tink back on how i had wasted my time.. i failed again.. sometimes i am tinking tt what if there is one day i feel nth when i failed my test thn how? incorrigible! tis can never happen! there is emath test today.. after we ended e paper i felt very satisfied tt i was able to do e paper.. haha.. i tink i am so noob.. but i hope i dont fail it again..