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Saturday, September 19, 2009

first time blogging late at night.. actually damn tired liao but just wanna put all my thoughts down now.. today was one of e most busy day.. lunchtime-concert thn make-up thn dance.. i got all kinds of feelings today.. - i shall start from lunchtime-concert.. i feel so pai sei wearing tt.. oh man! &&&& for e first time i totally break down before our dance performance just now at NUS~The Next Wave 2009... we were all really damn scared becos other thn us as e Guest of Performers, the rest of the grps are all from NUS.. thus it really stress us up... those dancers were like WOW! and they are in their 20s so they are really very PRO! 5 mins before e dance, i thought jasmine had e same movement with me therefore i discussed e dance with her.. but in e end i get more and more confused and end up becos she had different movement as me! but at tt point of time i had alrdy forgotten my own sets of dance! Even when we were on e back stage i still really have not a single idea wata e movement are..and therefore, i suffered from breakdown just 3 mins before going on stage dancing.. i had never been like tt before! i felt so helpless and hopeless...but at least in e end, thanks to some frens ard me, i cooled myself down and get into e music.. during 1 part of e dance when we were suppose to be at e back doing HAH HAH was really funny.. Rigina was like using all her strength doing 1 extra HAH HAH and thn me and christina at her left and right side grab her tigthtly! hahas.. we were like asking her wat uue doing? still use so much strength!.. hahas.. i saw tt most parts of e dance was really quite messy becos we were really too nervous le.. and for some reason, alot of tings happen during e dance so in conclusion, e dance was really an unsuccessful 1.. tats so sad.. and i felt tt we have throw mnd 's face and e history of e hardwork e seniors had done for mnd..

next, i received a phone call from my cousin and it makes me really SHOCK! hahas.. but regret being so excited becos in the end, the whole PURSUIT gals knows bout tis.. :( tis is so embarrassing,,, actually to be honest i have alrdy been waiting for tis time but now i just feel tt its not worth it.. but when i called her and e tings she told me made me sad... haix.. but i cant doo anyting...

lastly, we had curtain call.. even though its not as lively as Momentum but alright lar.. i just feel that we are kinda of extra and we were negelected.. and i hate to noe tt he is bu shuang.. so haix..
whatever it is, i really hope tml will be a good show to mark a wonderful full stop for our journy of public perfomances... Break a Leg! & i am really damn tired and scare of E-O-Y! :(