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Monday, November 2, 2009

something is bothering me at the moment.. oh gosh.. what shall i do? this past mth have been quite boring for me.. got to rush home everyday.. :( i got to start studying for this mth! oh yar.. before i forget, i really got to thanks someone! - teaching me things that i duno, having the patience to explain to me & i really got to say its really not easy to make me understand sth that i duno.. hehe! :P Thanks alot! i just hate studying.. but we have no choice! :[

i duno why do you insist that i go but whatever it is, its not easy to change my mind on sth that i have decided.. so yar.. even though you say that you dun care whether i am going or not, i noe that you care.. but thn i really dun like to be forced to do or go sth/somewhere i doesnt feel like..if you were me, you wouldn go... i really do not wish to be reminded of things that had alrdy happen 2yrs ago.. and i dun wana care bout it.. i seriously think that i would be happier this way.. no point making myself unhappy... thus, lets put an end to this and never ask me that Q again unless i have suddenely change my decision..

i felt so discouraging this morning! imagine that a person whom you never talk to for just less thn 10 mths sitting beside you on the bus but throughtout the whole journey, none of you talk.. sigh.. thats how stupid it is.. i really do not noe why.. why is it so hard for ppl to communicate with one another when they stopped toking? maybe its onl hard for me..

lots of thoughts and things have been running through my mind.. for some reasons, i have been thinking alot.. a few days ago, i even didnt talk much at home for the whole 2days.. thats totally rare of me not talking much at home.. even though, i have not really solve the problem, but i felt that no matter how you live everyday, time will still pass and before you realise it, you have alrdy wasted lots of your time! TREASURE YOUR TIME&USE IT WISELY! you wont have another chance..